My journey
I am a constantly evolving soul,
following my highest excitement.
What has underlined much of my journey is question,
“How do we live as our highest selves”?
This has led me on a winding path through school, entrepreneurship, severe anxiety, heart-break, traveling and losing “everything”. Ultimately learning day by day how to embody my highest self and how to share this gift with others.
I came into this world a happy kid, always bursting with joy and sharing it with others. It was a time, like for many of us, when I felt most free. It was also around this time I realised I could perceive and feel energy in and around me, and felt an understanding much deeper and clearer than what I could physically “see”. As this deeper soulful self I felt pure happiness running through me. I was creative, I was adventurous, I was abundant, I was the greatest expression of myself. Although as I grew up this reality wasn’t the cultural norm and I lacked the space in which to understand, nurture and express the fullness of my being. So I began to follow the only path provided for me, aiming for success, happiness and abundance outside of myself. I played “the game”, excelled in school, sports and other extra-curriculars, searching to somehow reconnect to that state.
Over the next two decades this tension and misalignment manifested as severe anxiety. It clouded my everyday life. The more I focused externally the further away I felt from myself and from feeling truly alive. When I entered university I began one of my most enlightening, yet ego crushing periods. I began to study architecture, looking for the mechanics behind these energies I felt in the spaces, places and people around me. I soon began to dig deeper into all fields of study from politics, philosophy, physics, biology and ancient wisdom. Within time I started to see how at the core everything is connected, and how each one of us are co-creators with this energy. We interact and play with it every moment of everyday.
Although I began to learn these things academically, life would teach me how to truly embody and live these truths. The facade of my external life began to crack, a big break up, and the crushing weight of school, clubs and sports, sent me into spiraling anxiety. The only way to cope with the mind became activities and moments that pushed me inward, to feel rather than to think. This became a turning point, an opening into a space of presence where by reconnecting with my body I could learn to disconnect from and master my mind. As the observer I became familiar with the way thoughts, feelings, beliefs, and ultimately energy could both interfere and align us with the grand universal flow. I became able to see many detrimental patterns in my life, dive deeper into my mind and choose how to reprogram my subconscious.
As I dove deeper into moments and practices to reconnect with my body, I began to connect to the magic of this energetic space. Learning the difference between my energy, that of others, and the space of limitless potential, of flow, abundance and synchronicity. From this space I started a design firm aimed at creating places and spaces where people could be become their highest selves. I also felt called to move away, so I bought a one way ticket to Europe, not knowing where I’d end up, but knowing and feeling that I was being guided by my highest self towards the next chapter of growth I yearned for.
Through this chapter of outward expansion, traveling and living in paradise, I still noticed an anxiety deep down, a part of myself I was running from, my shadow. I didn’t want to face past pain, trauma, and blocked energy, now manifesting as fear, instability and doubt.. The more I ran from these parts of myself, the more my reality started to crumble, again. My greatest fears of external failure, poverty, instability and loss of love became my reality. I lost my relationship, my job and my apartment. I was more than broke and far away from home. This time I chose to face myself, to sit with myself, patiently with love, to integrate, to heal, and to start anew. I learned how to master my body; how to hold a space of love and acceptance, to feel, to love and release fearful emotions & trauma held in the body. I started to integrate all parts of myself, open up to & embody my soulful self again. Through years of study in ancient & modern wisdom and the path of embodiment, feeling the abundance & potential in this space, I began to share what I learned to make this journey easier and clearer for others.
Here & Now
Today I stand as I am, a coach, a strategist, an explorer, all that I am. My mission is to serve every leader yearning to feel awakened and living in their highest state of being & impact in this world. In this path my aim to is guide you back to your own light, providing tools and practices to reconnect to your inherent inner power, your voice, and your ability to express and create, as your highest self!